johanvilhelm

A couple of months ago I was a stylist for this up-and-coming Swedish designer Sofia Westin. The photoshoot was a blaast and the pictures turned out great!




Here are a few of them.

I called LCF today, wondering about a letter that I am yet to receive.. Apparently, they have not changed my country of residence, so the letters have been sent to a "Bergbyvägen" in Sweden.. and not Finland. nice. Loving the postal-service right now.
Well anyway.. I have to take this IELTS-test before starting in september, so I have tried to contact the Finnish-British society for about a week now, and today a snooty voice told me that they're out on holiday until the 5th of August. Panic attack panic attack panic attack ! Well, I called LCF again if I can take the test in the UK, and so I will.  All I have to do is move a bit earlier than planned. But why not? I will have a few weeks to settle down, find a job, find peace.


It's funny how things work out, when you make it work.

Most of you know that I am an aspiring model. This summer is about toning my body and eating healthy.. hmm has gone not so good until now. But now I am starting at a gym, after a 2 month break. I don't want the big bulgy muscles. I want firm lines, that's all.




This is Lasse P from Unique Models. He is my idol. 
(www.unique.dk)

Today is one of those days you wish that you could stay in bed and not do a thing. The weather is quite dreadful, my mother is stressing out about summer guests and so on. I wish that I would have been working today at least, so I could've just been left out on all the drama we have at home.

Yesterday I was contacted by a Londonswede, who wanted ME to live with her, in her Holland Park-appartment in London. This flat would be quite fabulous, mostly because it's HOLLAND PARK, but also because it is just one stop from my school. But there's always a but... the rent is quite overprized, so I'm not quite sure if I can afford it. But I hope I can.

About a month ago I decided to spend the summer in my childhood home in Wasa,Finland. I think it was quite a clever choice to make, after all, I am moving to London in september, and I will need every penny I can get.
Until now I haven't done anything else than working, and it feels OK. My mind is totally set on London, and I can't wait to the day that is : go,went,gone . 



A little bit of slacking I've had time with.

Today is my last day in Borås, which I thought was going to be a day of celebration. But now when I'm sitting here in my empty appartment, looking out through the window, a tear runs down my cheek. Even though I've hated this city it has still been my home. I have met some fabulous people here, and I hope that they'll stay my friends, wherever I am. This is the fourth time I'm moving. First from my childhood home, then Paris, then Wasa, and now this place. I am starting to understand my mother. She always says that I can't sit still and live in the moment.

 I hate packing. Gah, it is oh so boring.  Tomorrow morning I'm leaving for Stockholm, which will be great! What the summer has installed is yet unclear.

Bye bye Borås,  

xoxo

Last weekend I was a model for Johanna Milvert, a noted fashion-designer-student here from Borås. She has displayed her clothes at for example , Copenhagen Fashionweek, and now she wanted me to model for her, which was perfect, because I am in need of pictures for my model-portfolio. The pictures turned out really great.

Designer: Johanna Milvert
Model: me

This saturday, I will be off for London, because of an interview at London college of Fashion, which is being held next tuesday. My nerves are starting to fail on me, mostly because I haven't found a perfect outfit for the occasion, nor have I started to think about what to say. Panic attack panic attack panic attack...

,M